i wonder about how true this could be,
and then i move on.
i am writing this for you.
it is certain.
i am a strange free as of recent. i have no courses this summer.
i am studying for a topology qualifying exam at the end of this month, and all of my time should be going into studying for it. i may pass.
i hope so, and hope not.
sleep is free. time is free. i only need a few things.
starting in june, i will be on working with a research group.
it is not clear if i will have a job-like time structure... what with getting to some place at some time everyday, and being expected to stay for some number of hours..
i hope not, and hope so.
this is likely the best kind of hope.. it is stable, easy to satisfy (as it is impossible to dissatisfy), and unalienating to all parties involved.
if my time frees up more, i will likely start writing some things which i have planned to write for long. memes and such.. there is much to say... and more to find out...
i just ran into a friend tonight who is an artist, musician, skateboarder, academic...
he apparently has a house, and we might be able to start playing music there. as things are now, i can only play my drums when my upstairs neighbor is not home... which is now less frequent in the summer than it was in the spring.
i feel slightly shamed in my relations with him (upstairs neighbor). he is terribly cool, but i almost only end up going to talk to him either to find out if he is home (so that i might play) or to inquire as to when he will be gone. it may feel terrible to him.
alas, there is not much i can do. i suspect i should pay him some social calls... maybe see if he wants to hang out a bit. it would be nice. yes, i am now resolved.
speaking of.. my research professor in troy is leaving for sabbatical soon, and i told him that i would see him before he left (may 29). thus, i intend to arrive in troy on some day before then.
suspect all you want.
here is a photo of a recent/not so recent painting.
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